its been a year

a year has come and gone now. geez i feel like i should update more. this past year has been busy. its been amazing though. Donovan has changed a lot and its all due to his services for ABA  he did a year of it and now its ended and not on our note of wanting it to. Donovan has learned to communicate his needs and wants learned to control his anger and to explain feelings. he is also showing empathy. which is amazing to me.

but its been two weeks since ending  and he is now relapsing with behaviors. anger outburst control issues and physical attacks again he is having alot of anxiety again and not wanting me to leave him i feel this is because the ending. he has gone from having people who he loves everyday with him to them being gone again. people vanish from us way to often and he is showing a major anxiety from it. we are working on it through. it still breaks my heart when he asks  me to call them or ask them to come over or " call Jerrod and maybe he will say he will be my therapist again" it hurts these people became like family to us. and now its gone. i hope connections stay but i am not sure i have to stay positive though

positives : he is going to be 5, he starts transitional kindergarten in the fall he has been making friends and now even says he has a best friend. he is gained a little weight hes now at 33lbs hes an amazing kid and has a great personality